Thank you so much for writing this. I hate the feeling of looking lazy and feeling worthless. I used to wish for cancer just so I’d have a good excuse for being so sick.
Keep shedding light on it and watch it disappear. It will go away because you are actively willing it away....! It takes a strong person to climb out of a black hole. Those things are powerful.
I've always called that my burnout. And it's not so much a slow burn, but spontaneous human combustion, utter catastrophe/carnage. Did too much. Spread too thin. Can't ask for help because then you'd have to take time to explain how to do it and it's just easier if I do it myself. And then there's the internal beat-ups of what a f'up that was, etc., etc., etm. (Not a typo. Look that up. It's amazing.) And burnout can take ages to get through (not over). Thanks for sharing this, Jill. I hope it's getting better. xo
Thank you so much for writing this. I hate the feeling of looking lazy and feeling worthless. I used to wish for cancer just so I’d have a good excuse for being so sick.
It’s so hard to explain to people who don’t understand ❤️
I call mine “the demons.” Thank you for sharing this.
Keep shedding light on it and watch it disappear. It will go away because you are actively willing it away....! It takes a strong person to climb out of a black hole. Those things are powerful.
I've always called that my burnout. And it's not so much a slow burn, but spontaneous human combustion, utter catastrophe/carnage. Did too much. Spread too thin. Can't ask for help because then you'd have to take time to explain how to do it and it's just easier if I do it myself. And then there's the internal beat-ups of what a f'up that was, etc., etc., etm. (Not a typo. Look that up. It's amazing.) And burnout can take ages to get through (not over). Thanks for sharing this, Jill. I hope it's getting better. xo